Gledati mimo,
Priznati ne človeka,
Je kot če v zimo
Veter topel priveka.

Povzročiti bolečino
In ne znati tega,
Je natakati vino
In želeti zlega.

Ko se ti vse to vrne,
Se TI počutiš izdano.
Sedaj se mizica pogrne
In opravila si z mano.

Potrebna ni licemerska beda,
Vsak sam si jamo koplje.
To kazen je spregleda,
Hujša kakor v srce kopje.

Takrat stala ti bom ob strani
In ti jasno še ne bo,
Da najbolj srce rani,
Ko sprejmeš sovražnika roko.




To look away
Is worse as
Cold wind grey
When you pass

To cause the torturing pain
Unaware with just one breath
Is like leaving me in the rain
And wishing for my death

And when you get it all in return
You feel betrayed
Your suffer feels like a bloody burn
Your debts are payed

No need for hypocratic face
You digged your own hole
Do not wish to be in some other place
Till the end you must play your role

And then i will be by your side
And by then it won't be clear to you
How you have lost your pride
To let your enemy on your crew

V postelji rož
Prijetno dehteči
Vzela je nož
In odrekla se sreči…



In a bed dressed in flowers
Plesant was the smell
She gathered all her powers
And proceeded to hell…

Ljubi, ne ljubi,
Ljubi, ne ljubi,
Ti marjetka pove.
In takrat utihne srce.
Ljubi, ne ljubi.
Toda kaj se zgodi,
Ko cvetkov več ni?
Mar res ljubi, ne ljubi?
Ali so to le izgovori,
Da upajoče se srce pomiri?

V krsti ležim,
Sem blažena vsa,
Saj dobim od boga
Krila da poletim.

In naenkrat sem bela ptica,
Gledam ljudi,
Vidim te dragi
In otožna so moja lica.

Na nebo ozro se vsi:
»Glej, ptica bela,
Ki je sanje vzela,
Glej, gori leti!«

Ptica se skloni,
Krila razpne,
Dragega ogrne
In življenje začne.

Želim si nemoči
da vihar me stre.
Želim si pomoči,
da mi telo umre.
Misel umira
in naj le gre,
smrt pot si utira
-kje je?
Daj, pridi že!

Kdo me hoče danes uničiti?
Kdo mladi um mi vzeti?
Kaj ni to že dovolj?
Mar naj grem na poljane črnih polj?
Naj mine ta brezum!!!
Naj novo se rodi življenje!

Uničujem svet s solzami solne kisline
Oprostite mi-sem ponižna in preneham
Toda a nismo svet jaz in ti?
Mar nas vseh ne boli?
A zakaj »oprosti svet« pravim ti?

In sama, sama deklica tava
Pride do reke in zjoče se v njo
Reka stara
Vsake kaplje hvaležna vpraša deklico kaj si želi
Želim si biti kot ti, svobodna in srečna vse dni
Reka milostljiva vzame belo telo
In deklica odplava z njo

Jaz mali delček bistva
Ne zahtevam nič za sebe, le odrešitev!
In, čeprav sem le pljunek stvarstva,
Naj uslišana bo moja molitev.
Drugi naj živijo,
kakor želijo
-meni le srečo!


I, a little part of what makes the world go oround,
Don't ask anything for myself -only the redemption,
And although i am only a spit of humankind,
May granted be my pray,
Let the others stay,
To me only what my heart desires!

Let's see how honest you can get. I'll publish some of my crap here, I say crap because I really can't call it poetry. We'll see if you'll admitt that at least some of them are total junk. Looking forwards in seeing your comments.
And yeah don't get confused my non-slovene friends I'll post some in slovene because tey are way better.

OK today I established that I'm really bad with computers because I don't think I can get this damn blog thing to work.
So anyway this is like the most awful thing to write on a public place for the first time but I don't care.
FUCK IT
I have nothing to say this is all just bullshit